Poetry by Stacey Denman
Weapon

I once fell in love with you - and then I did it again
My only weapon I have against this hurt is this pen
I write words of love, anger and hurt
Things I can say - spontaneously spurt
Like you lied to me - you broke my heart
And how I hate you - and hate when we are apart
I have no revenge to take - no expectations
Only this time to write my personal observations
Nothing I have done has changed your mind
You are always going to leave me behind
Yet has sad as this is to me to know -
I refuse to have it not let me grow
I have come to see and I have learned
Not everyone's love can be earned.

By Stacey Denman
Boat in the Bay

I might as well cry over the milk before the spill,
Its’ going to happen again I know it will.
What one can do to you I’ve come to discover,
Been burned so hard – feels like I will never recover.
Constant doubts on if I am halfway decent,
Long ago teenage fears – seeming all too recent.
Love so close yet reasons will make it far away,
Pretty to watch sail – but still far in the bay.
So forgive me for wanting to stop time for a while,
Wanting a picture - just of your smile,
Wanting to never leave your warm embrace.
I am afraid – therefore I rest my case.

By Stacey Denman
Hello Ms. Zebra

Hello Ms. Zebra, you fell out of a song –
That I heard when I wasn’t all that young.
Life’s a joke but not a rhyme,
Nothing you figure out in time –
Except for that being wrong -- means right sometimes
My best guess is – if it is at that -
To many of our fears wear our favorite hats,
To many disguises in what we wear -
Thinking our armor won’t tear,
Then we want children, so we can leave a legacy,
So it really does boil down to just you and me,
We play blind even though we can really see –
Swinging from the family tree
As we fall from the broken limb – another committed sin
Hello Ms Zebra – funny I found you here
Did you piss off someone dear?
I do it all the time – life is what I make of mine,
So I’ll gather all the leaves and ask you one time –
Will you let me bury my face in your mane?
And for on second go insane?
I need arms around me – though others may wonder –
I’m just another freak to ponder –
HELLO Ms. Zebra, you fell out of a song –
About the time I learned I wasn’t all that WRONG.

By Stacey Denman
Clue

Got a clue just the other day
There wasn't any other way
Got to let it all go and relax
Quit over analyzing this and that
Came to me in a dream,
Weird as it was
I'm not always the reason,
Nor always the cause.
Matter of fact, in it all,
I play a very small part
I have one problem
And that’s my heart
Torn to shreds so
Many times I lost count
But then it heals so quickly,
I forget to doubt

By Stacey Denman
The Seam

These things I think and wonder – I wish you could see.
I think of all these things and the winds touches me.
I wish you were in my head and knew what all goes on-
Maybe you would find things you knew all along.

I can get over you – over this dream –
I can undo the seam.
The fabric is fake sometimes – can’t you tell?
Yet you thought you knew me so well.

No one has brought out so many emotions you see –
You’ve brought out the very best and worst in me –
Sometimes within hours of each other at that –
I didn’t know I could be so hurtful and compassionate.

Don’t shop if you’re hungry – even if you just might be –
You don’t need to look for anything in your time of need.
Yet with you it somehow seems everyday is brand new –
Just when I think I have you figured out I lack a clue/

I can get over you – I wish your heart would give.
Please know for sure that without you I would still live.
But this adventure is one I wish to take –
Maybe a better person of me will it make.
By Stacey Denman
The Best Kaleidoscope Ever

It twists; it turns
And holds the light-
And everything changes
As you move the sight.
Just like life it
Varies on angles-
A bunch of pretty
Knots and tangles-
It reminds me
Of you in a way-
The patterns differ
From day to day.
In my hand I have the
Best kaleidoscope ever-
Like you, I want
To keep it forever.

By Stacey Denman
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